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Monday, October 16, 2006 10:41 PM
counting down:3 MORE DAYS!!! before i graduate. i'm starting to miss this school?! sigh. but i promised ms howe i will come back and help. i will make sure i do that. everyday i wake up and tell myself to love you lesser, but everyday when i didnt see you, i miss you more and i dream of you. but i realise that you are not around me when i wake up. every girl wait for someone to love, can enjoy being loved by someone and not be hurt anymore. but when you said GOODBYE, i cried. because i never expected that day to come. i didnt know that my love for you have become dependent on you until the day you told me to let go.
i don't understand why is it that i become so caring for you and yet, you asked me not to care. you hurt me directly..but this is what i deserve? sigh. is true that i'm tired, but the thought of you being happy and being appreciative of what i have done kept me on, kept me motivated. i know that i should not be concentrating on this right now, but i just could not help.
God, i really need you to give me strength and determination to forget about the memories. i'm hurt and i pray that you will heal me. at the same time, i pray that you will bless her in her studies and in her friendships that no obstacle will be able to stop her from doing what she want. i just want her to be happy. a smile will just do it. i pray that everything will be alright for them and that they will continue to excel.